for Anthony (backdated)

[asoncalledgabriel]

Guy's gone.

As soon as Gabriel finds out, he goes looking for Anthony. He tries calling but gets no answer - but, thank Christ, no fuzzy voice telling him the number isn't in service. Still, he can't shake the numb feeling spreading out to his fingertips. He checks familiar haunts and anywhere else he could imagine Anthony being. And when none of those turn up a familiar face, Gabriel heads to the apartment.

He texts on his way there and races up the stairs rather than troubling himself with the elevator.

Gabriel feels a bit bad for the way he pounds on the door.

"Anthony? It's Gabriel."

As if there'd be some other distressed Irish lad banging on his door.

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[flightfromennui]

Anthony hasn't reached for something stronger--yet. Stubbornly, in the face of his grief, he clings to propriety. It's the sort of thing that would annoy Guy, and that nearly makes Anthony smile.

He lightly clinks his glass against Gabriel's, though if he is thinking of Guy he doesn't stay. "How is Neil holding up?" Neil and Guy were close; it seem like a fair question. And it allows Anthony to talk about someone else's feelings, which is far superior to talking about his own.

[asoncalledgabriel]

"He's a bit rough right now. He's lost someone else, too."

Gabriel feels awful for his friend's current state, but there isn't much he can do to make any of it better. And Neil has Rosie to lean on, he's grateful for that. Maybe Anthony has other people too, but. Gabriel wants to be here for him.

He lets Anthony take another sip of wine before he moves closer and kisses him.