"I'll take it as is." He smiles and moves closer so he can take one of the mugs. He lingers close to Neil, maybe closer than he needs to. He thinks of Jake's birthday party, and he thinks of everything Steve has tried to tell him. It makes his head spin and he doesn't know what to think anymore, or what to do or how to be. Darrow's more confusing than Ireland; at least he knew where he stood there.

"I've started a ridiculous collection of tea," he admits. "Just trying all of it."